It's Never Too Late To Be What You Might Have Been

Okay, so the blog doesn't exactly portain (sp?) to the title, so what? But here goes: not too long ago, I went through a pretty crappy breakup. I thought I'd be fine the first day, then the realization of loss and utter lonlieness set in and I was engulfed in a smothering blanket of depression. Nothing was worth livng for, nothing really mattered because I had lost the thing in this world most important to me. Some sad ones I saw floating around...
*you can't buy love, but you can pay heavily for it
*the saddest thing in the world is to love someone who used to love you
*LOVE CAN SOMETIMES BE MAGIC, BUT MAGIC CAN SOMETIMES...BE JUST AN ILLUSION
For all of you going through the same thing, I did finally realize something quite important.
1-no boy is worth your tears, and when you find one that is, he won't make you cry
2-true love will never fade unless it was a lie
And some I made up...
*When you left, there was a total eclipse of my heart. But then I realized..that I was surrounded by stars.
It still hurts, sometimes, but then again, I'm hurt every day. The thing that really matters, is our ability to pick ourselves back up and keep going. To dance like nobody's watching, to work like we don't need the money, to live each day like your last (and no, i do not mean in bed and hopped up on morphine) and to love like we've never been hurt. Maybe I do give my heart away too easily, but that's part of living. I can't bear to be reserved and closed off for fear of being hurt, crippled from the pain, because then that fear becomes a cage. And a cage is what I fear most.
By the way, Tyler,
After time has passed, and I havn't seen you for a while, I start to think that I'm okay. That it won't hurt anymore. But then I see ou walking down the hall, smiling at her.I pass with no acknowledgement and know, it was all a lie.
The moment we're born, we begin to die. Our hearts set beating to race against time. I am sick. So sick, but aren't we all? Ready, waiting for a final call to our destination. Life is short but you played it well. If the world's our stage, then I think you deserve a standing ovation.
But it's not so bad...
I was warned against people like you, but i never would listen. Now i almost wish I had, because now I can do nothing but watch my tears glisten. Stare into the mirror, looking for a friend, remembering now, I always will, that the hottest love has the coldest end. Look into the sun so I can't see you with her. But I look back, and guess, it's okay. I won't cry because it's over, instead, I can smile because it happened. And that time we had, however brief, was a highlight in my life.
So, you see, everythings gonna be okay!